a strange fear gripped me

I like movies and winter and tea and dreams and my ipod and the colour red and Venice and nice bottles and The Smiths and cats and sprite and The Fall.
I don't like reality and large crowds of people. I'm socially awkward therefore I make hundreds of offensive, sarcastic comments. It's my coping mechanism.
I'm like Nina from Black Swan. Everything makes me nervous. I don't have girlfirend. Instead, i cultivate a taste for small pleasures...
I've never grown up. I want to fly away. To infinity and beyond