a strange fear gripped me

I like tea and winter and movies and dreams and my ipod and the colour red and Venice and nice bottles and The Smiths and cats and fanta and The Fall. I don't like reality and large crowds of people.
I'm socially awkward therefore I make hundreds of offensive, sarcastic comments. It's my coping mechanism.
I'm like Nina from Black Swan. Everything makes me nervous.
I don't have girlfirend. Instead, i cultivate a taste for small pleasures...

I've never grown up.
I want to fly away.